3rd recent dxm experience (5th in a year)
i wrote notes during it:


Dec 11, 2008; 01:35pm

started maybe 13:10
shakin bot, pouring a little into cup, repeat (slowly oc)
had 3 small pies about 5 hours ago, otherwise empty stomach

got mcchris, various radio stations, and various movies lined up and ready

went into the trip in a very very goood mood (even tho i was crying this mornin)

right now its 15:30 and im buzzin to stuff like this

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GRePJxjtFhw&feature=channel_page

had about 250ml 7.5mg solution (quarter under 2 bots) will probably drink the rest
had the first bot quite quickly, went to the shop for cigs, 2nd bot im not rly paying attention to so its well spaced out .

elevated mood + dxm = pwn
this music makes me feel like JAMMIN



HAHAHA!!!!

15:40 i was jammin to some music with my internet friend brendan
decided to call my dealer for some weed
BAM as soon as i call my dealer i hit 3rd plateau

man fucking incredible , you suddenly "forget" reality

good bloody job im in such an elevated mood and brendan is here with me

i had about 1 minute of complete dire confusion but im fine and happy again now

mainly the problem was probably coz it happened (or i realised it) the moment i phoned my dealer

lol i hope hes not scared of me lolool

Dec 11, 2008; 03:47pm

brendan says its coz i was drinking it quickly, usually i drink very very slowly so it comes on at least a little more gradually than this

anyway im still feelin a 2nd plat buzz so better turn the music back on

hope i didnt scare my dealer too much lol

Dec 11, 2008; 03:52pm

WOW

usually i never wear headphones

but i am today and it took quite a bit to get used to them and force myself to be comfortable with them

now im listening to this

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lg8LfoyDFUM&eurl=http://perisie2.blogspot.com/

the feeling of encloseness...that headphones give me...has gone, or at least has deminished very much

there is a feeling of open space

Dec 11, 2008; 03:54pm

im kinda tempted to try binaural beats right now but dont wanna induce a fit or anything so wont lolol XD

Dec 11, 2008; 04:16pm

i tried a game on iccup
started off feeling dreamy and smooth but became a litle anxious and intense, felt like quitting half way thru and shudda done probably since it was giving me bad vibes (had a choice to combat it
lost the form of my sentence

Dec 11, 2008; 04:25pm

thing are profound
the feeling is great
ron jenkees , i was diappointed with his album
but on dxm it Works
slight, v slight bitty anxiety here and there but thats ok

Dec 11, 2008; 04:27pm

feeling is magic
torn between worlds

Dec 11, 2008; 04:34pm

for the 3rd or 4th time ive remembered what i was gonna say:
the profoundness of that experience is a difference in sensation
wow
its like
this is a different reality
one where shit is good

profoundness of a different state of being
sensations

the film "Perfume" is about a young man whos sense of smell is incredibly strong and mesmerises him

sensory overload

within 10 minutes hes killed a girl by accident because of it

this music...is perfect for dxm...i wonder...if he is a fake...or...autistic...or...if he knows...

ronald jenkees

Dec 11, 2008; 04:39pm

wen to urinate, had the notion of how dangerous it would be if my mind locked my body accidently into thinking that it shouldnt urinate and go to sleep in this state and pollute my body

im not tired, breathing very heavily when stood up tho

Dec 11, 2008; 04:44pm

wtf

ron remixes the song from perfume?

edit: weird i think i thought or feel theres connection where there isnt, due to crossing over of brain signals
was very strong

Dec 11, 2008; 04:51pm

having second thoughts about watching Perfume now, since its a HORRIFICALLY dark film

Dec 11, 2008; 04:55pm

THIS IS INCREDIBLE
I CAN SEE THE "FUN" IN MUSIC
I CAN feel it

i can feel it

i can SEE...FEEL...the energy in music

this is amazing

Dec 11, 2008; 04:58pm

this is incredible

its liek pure energy streaming directly into me

from this song

OMG I HATED THIS SONG EARLIER???

omg

Dec 11, 2008; 05:00pm

i need to describe what the fuck im feeling

its more than just sensory overload coupled with confusion

Dec 11, 2008; 05:03pm

im completely out of breath lol just sitting here in silence panting with my head tingling like some massive elation but i cant place it

Dec 11, 2008; 05:05pm

earlier i was trying to say that i am able to detect the energy that comes from different pieces of music

i skip songs with bad energy and am overwhelmed by songs with good energy

Dec 11, 2008; 05:21pm

its hard to talk logically right now


i just said to brendan "its like he knows the secret" (ron (

i also said "its like being in another reality"

Dec 11, 2008; 05:22pm

its disturbing only because i am here alone heheh but this music....hes here with me.....
i messeged him on youtube twice

Dec 11, 2008; 05:37pm

having a "break" (lol what?) toko my headphones off will put on family guy